Coming Soon Moment

For a coming soon moment. Which is supposed to be a good moment to celebrate.

Why I have this “worry” feeling..

Why I have this “afraid” feeling..

Trying to deny those feelings over and over, but finally I just… can’t.

 

For a coming soon moment.

Moment that I should pretending. Not to be me and my self.

Moment that I’m afraid of losing you around me.

Moment that deep inside my heart I don’t wanna be without you.

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For a coming soon moment.

Dear Allah.

Still.

I do feel grateful. I’m here.

Many thanks for everything you already give me.

 

For a coming soon moment.

Dear Allah.

I can’t deny.

Fear and worry does exist.

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Do You (Still) Believe That People Can Flying Without Wings?

Open your eyes widely. There’s so many things that can make us feel what we call as happiness.

Maybe for all this time, we didn’t realize many people around us do simple things which can make us flying without wings.

Maybe for all these years, we can’t see, either in any part of this world, many human trying to do something good, sincere, regardless of skin color, blood ties, or religion.

Do you still believe that compassion and love which wrapped sincerity still exist around us?

Do you (still) believe it? Do you wanna be part of it?

Do you (still) believe that we (still) can find that special thing, that make us able to flying without wings?

“Flying Without Wings”

Everybody’s looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could beSome find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover’s eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wingsSome find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You’ll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cryYou’ll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much it means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wingsSo, impossible as it may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
‘Cause who’s to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it’s like flying without wings
‘Cause you’re my special thing
I’m flying without wings

And you’re the place my life begins
And you’ll be where it ends

I’m flying without wings
And that’s the joy you bring
I’m flying without wings

 

Kamu, Aku Khawatir

Berbagai pikiran memenuhi kepala ini. Tentang kamu. 

Bagaimana nanti atau nanti bagaimana sudah tercampur. Aku bahkan sudah susah membedakannya. Padahal biasanya, aku sangat bisa memisahkan harus berpikir yang bagaimana. 

Biasanya. Dan kamu katakan berulang kali kalau kita memang tidak biasa. Kita luar biasa.

 

 

Aku sampai tidak mengerti harus berdoa dan memohon yang bagaimana pada Tuhan. Aku bingung. Aku khawatir. Ya khawatir teramat sedemikian rupa. Tentang kamu.

Aku pun tahu. Aku juga mengerti. Kamu juga pasti khawatir. Sama seperti aku. 

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Apa yang bisa aku lakukan?? Aku bisa berbuat sesuatu apa?? Itu yang terus aku tanyakan pada diriku. Untuk dapat paling tidak sedikit meringankanmu.

Aku hanya ingin kamu tahu. Sekarang ada aku. Mulai saat ini kamu punya aku. Dan apapun itu, kamu tidak akan lagi hadapi segalanya sendiri. 

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Dan ya, sayang. Aku mengkhawatirkan kamu. Teramat sedemikian rupa. 

PadaMu Ku Bersujud – Afgan

Ku menatap dalam kelam
Tiada yang bisa ku lihat
Selain hanya namaMu ya Allah

Esok ataukah nanti
Ampuni semua salahku
Lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
HambaMu yang selalu bertakwa

Ampuniku ya Allah
Yang sering melupakanMu
Saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu

Dalam sunyi aku bersujud
Esok ataukah nanti
Ampuni semua salahku
Lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
HambaMu yang selalu bertakwa

Ampuniku ya Allah
Yang sering melupakanMu
Saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu
Dalam sunyi aku bersujud

Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
HambaMu yang selalu bertakwa

Ampuniku ya Allah
Yang sering melupakanMu
Saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu

Dalam sunyi aku bersujud
Padamu

Wicked Games

 

Lagu ini dikirim via whatsapp oleh seseorang yang entah mengapa sedang membatasi dirinya.

 

Wicked Games by Stone Sour

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do.
And I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you,
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you.

No, I don’t wanna fall in love
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
With you
With you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt that way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you

And I don’t wanna fall in love
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
With you
With you

World was on fire and no one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do.
And I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you,
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you.

No, I don’t wanna fall in love
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
No I
No I

Nobody loves no one